I also be wanting to let you know that this be more about the rules for Crucible than you personally. I heard ya helped, and that does mean something to licks in this town. It means ya got chops and maybe can be worked with. You don’t wanna do the favours thing, that’s cool, you know the score now. If you can negotiate shit like a barter, more power to ya. If someone agrees that’s between you two and ain’t backed up by nothing else.
You don’t wanna join a guild, that’s up to you, so long as you help us stay free. You been doin’ that, so like they say… you do you. It means ya will be a bit less trusted, but you know that and are big enough to deal with it I’m sure. Maybe you’ll find a coterie to work with on something, that ain’t no small deal. It’s the same thing for any Anarch who comes here and ain’t down with joining a guild right away… you do need to help the city defend itself, and you don’t get a vote on shit or to lead shit you ain’t officially a part of. What you do get is to live here, work here, grow here, and of course access to the book.
I be curious to see how your stay works out.